15 WEEKS of JOURNEY ....engagment of LOVE(2007/02/26)
15 weeks ........ended tonight.....So many feelings .....from me in China know that I need to come back and shoot this Drama...until I came back for test shooting....then after go through some.....some trouble.....finally started to shoot this new drama....From day 1 when I know I am coming back to Taiwan to shoot this SET drama...I told myself over 100 times ....this time I need to show all of my loving family there is changes in Ambrose ....not the same one from Lavender or Dolphin's .......(not included China drama) .....Cha-bo to me after today's episode.....I have so much feeling towards this character....especially at the end ...they put all different scenes' flashback through out the whole 15 episode.... I saw how Cha-bo grew up....from a street kid who has no respect to anyone (except Fung-e) ..who likes to do whatever he likes....to a "warm hearted" "responsible" Cha-bo(young) ......From a person who does not care much about other people feelings to a helpful partner and friends to Alex and Lara's families .....I see such a big change in a character..... thats what touches me the most ....
From this drama....I felt there is great amount of pressure.....From Cha-bo to Young ....there is a lot of perspectives of how Cha-bo should be from a lot of different people.....some like me act this way...some likes me to act the other way.....there is once I don't know how to present this character anymore...but after I saw all the comments and what you all likes to see...then I tried to adjust my acting.....what to give and where to give more or less on my acting......not easy but challenging!!! I guess thats is the most enjoyable for me ....no matter how much changes in the script and character ..... I still need to force myself to do my 120% ....because all of you are watching.....watching me grow up.......I know I did a lot of wrong things and right things through out the whole drama...hope you all can understands me.......understand what I wanted to presents to you all......which is my very best .....I know I was trying very hard for the last 15 weeks ......
You know ...when I see our viewing rate raising ...and falling ...and raising...and falling....my blood pressure was never stable on Monday morning.....thats the time I can find out the viewing rate......when it raise I am so hype up to act even with more energy...when it falls ....I am just .... keep asking...." WHY?" ......there is one time ....I remember in the 4th or 5th episode....after I heard about the viewing rate....I was sitting by myself at the lunch break ..... my tears falls down from my eyes.....I cry in dolphins Bay...because we got the highest rating and beat all other TV Drama at the same Time ......THIS time I have tears because we got the lowest viewing rate....how heart breaking is that!!!......what a wonderful experience. Then I ask myself ....did I do something wrong? What should I do....... we are already in the 5th episode .....at this point what more I can do to save this .....I keep asking myself....keep asking and keep asking.....I finally got an answer....from myself....."no matter how hard I fall down .....and how much my heart hurts.........I STILL NEEDS TO GET UP .......AND GET UP FAST !!!! And KEEP ON MOVING FORWARD!!! I cannot let you all see me fallen on the ground.....because I know thats is not what all of you wants to see......so I got up ....and fight even harder....it was tough ...very tough ....but I did fight till the end.....
I really hope Cha-bo this character did not let you all down .......I also hope you can understands what I was going through...........there are so many things I should not say ...but ....." WE ARE ONE BIG WARM FAMILY ...RIGHT?" WE can share everything......
After all .......I will like to thank you for all of you ......to fight this war with me .....It was a great great journey ......I know it was tough...but we did it!!! I see old faces and new faces through out this whole 15 or 16 weeks........all these memories ...will always be in my heart.....I will keep on moving forward....no matter hard bumpy this road is ....I will go through it......lets keep on fighting ..all of us.....!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL.......TURELY .........
I LOVE YOU ALL.......TURELY .........
THANK YOU!!!
(中文翻翻BY HK JESSICA)
15 星期的旅程 ....愛情經紀約(2007/02/26)
15 個星期 ........在今晚完結.....太多的感受 .....從我在大陸知道我需要回來和拍攝這劇集...直至我回來試鏡....然後經過一些.....一些問題.....最終開始拍攝這劇集....由第一日當我知道我會回台灣拍攝三立這劇集...我對自己說超過100次 ....這次我要給所有我愛的家人們知道在我這裡有改變 ....不同於薰衣草和海豚灣戀人....... (不包括在大陸拍攝的電視劇) .....經過今集家寶對於我.....我有太多感受在這角色....特別來到結局篇 ...他們將整個15集所有不同的場景倒叙出現.... 我看到家寶如何的成長....由一個沒有任何人尊重的街童(除了鳳姨) ..做自己喜歡做的事情....變為一個 "熱誠的心" "負責任的"家寶(young) ......從一個不太關心其他人的感受到成為一個可以幫助人的夥伴和刑天的朋友還有跳跳的家人 .....我見到在這角色上有很大的改變..... 這是最感動我的 ....
從這劇集....我感到有很大量的壓力.....由家寶到Young ....不同的人有太多想法去如何演繹家寶.....有些希望我這樣演...有些希望我那樣演.....有一刻我已經不知道如何去演繹這角色...但當我看完所有的意見和您們所有人希望見到的...然後我嘗試去調教我的演法.....在我的演出上何處和那裡去收放多些或少些......不容易但有挑戰性!!! 我想這是我最享受的地方 ....無論在劇本和角色上有幾多改變 ..... 我仍然要迫使自己做到我的120巴仙 ....因為您們所有人正在收看.....看著我的成長.......我知道在整個劇集我做了很多錯的事和對的事...希望您們所有人能明白我.......知道什麼是我想呈獻結您們所有人......那一個是我的最佳表現 .....我知道我在過去的15個星期已經很努力以赴 ......
您們知道嗎 ...當我看到我們的收視率在上昇 ...和下降 ...再上昇...又下降....我的血壓從來無法在星期一早上穩定.....及至我能查明收視率那刻為止......當收視率高昇時我興奮到演得更起勁...當收視率下降時 ....我隻是 .... 不停的問...."為什麼?" ......有一次 ....我記得在第四集或第五集....當我聽完關於收視率....那是在午飯休息時我正一個人坐下來 ..... 我的眼淚從眼睛裡留下來.....我為海豚灣戀人哭泣...因為我們取下最高收視率和打敗所有同時段播放電視劇 ......這次我哭泣是因為我們得到最低的收視率....沒有比這更傷心!!......是一個特別的經驗. 然後我問自己 ....我是否做錯什麼? 我應該如何做....... 我們已經拍到第五集 .....在這裡我可以做多那些去保留現有的 .....我不停的問自己....不停的問和不停的問.....最後我得到答案....從我自己....."無論我跌倒下有何困難 .....和我如何的心傷.........我仍然要站起來 .......和很快的站起來 !!!! 還有繼續的向前行!!! 我不能讓您們所有人看見我跌倒在地.....因為我知道這不是您們所有人想見到的......所以我站起來 ....並且更加努力奮鬥....這是很困難 ...非常困難 ....但我會奮鬥到最後.....
我真的希望家寶這角色不會令您們所有人失望 .......我還希望您們能明白我所經過的...........有太多的事情我不能說 ...但是 ....." 我們是一個大而溫暖的家庭 ...對嗎?" 我們可以分享所有的事情......
到最後 .......我在此要感謝您們所有人 ......與我一起為這埸仗奮鬥 .....這是一個奇妙奇妙的旅程.......我知道是艱難...但我們已經做到了!!! 我在整個15或16星期見到舊相識和新面孔........這些所有的回憶 ...將會時常存在我心裡.....我會繼續向前走....無論前路有何撞擊 ....我會經過的......讓我們所有人一起繼續奮鬥.....!!!!!!!!!!!
我愛您們所有人.......真的 .........
我愛您們所有人.......真的 .........
多謝 !!!
這就是我們所認識的Ambrose Hui~許紹洋~
也是為什麼那麼多人至始至終永遠那麼滴支持他~
真性情的Ambrsoe~
陪著大家一路走來~
每一劇集播出完後就著急著問著大家
對於他所演出有什麼的感想~
對於他的演出有什麼建議~
努力的扮演好他的角色~
後援會的每一個成員就像是他的家人~
他在乎著每一個家人的感受~
我們看見他的努力他的成長~
雖然愛劇的收視不如我們所預期~
但是我們相信你已經盡最大的力了~
加油!!Ambrose!!!